1 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:08,950 Sexual life of adult women is a dark continent for psychology. 2 00:00:35,000 --> 00:01:36,700 Subtitle translation: AnanVinh 3 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:36,700 Hello? 4 00:02:43,942 --> 00:02:45,175 Hello! 5 00:03:29,187 --> 00:03:34,425 Many times I had to protect my needs myself, the things I've neglected all these years. 6 00:03:37,963 --> 00:03:39,930 First with myself... 7 00:03:40,198 --> 00:03:43,434 because I think no one can deal with it. 8 00:03:48,940 --> 00:03:54,678 I'm used to just plain sex him and assumed it was the usual way. 9 00:03:56,181 --> 00:03:58,449 I think there's something wrong with me... 10 00:03:59,451 --> 00:04:03,187 Because I was interested in these something other than other people. 11 00:04:21,172 --> 00:04:24,942 I can get ready and plan... 12 00:04:25,443 --> 00:04:29,180 while no one looked or asked me why. 13 00:04:44,696 --> 00:04:50,201 If I don't give in to your urging me, things will get worse for me. 14 00:04:51,436 --> 00:04:54,171 It will all become more confusing. 15 00:05:32,444 --> 00:05:35,946 I remember my first time invited to a party... 16 00:05:39,985 --> 00:05:44,688 It takes more time to think of it keep an alibi, to get out of the house and go to the party. 17 00:05:56,935 --> 00:06:00,170 The smell of my perfume that he knows so well... 18 00:06:02,707 --> 00:06:05,676 Not for him and he must not know. 19 00:06:08,713 --> 00:06:10,681 I lied like Cuoi. 20 00:06:11,950 --> 00:06:14,185 That night I was flying. 21 00:06:16,454 --> 00:06:22,193 I feel such intense love for the orgy and all the men wanting me. 22 00:06:25,197 --> 00:06:27,198 It brought me to tears. 23 00:06:29,968 --> 00:06:35,172 A man even then whisper to me. If you want to go, just go. 24 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:38,175 And he promised to take me home like a gentleman. 25 00:06:38,176 --> 00:06:40,945 Sweet, but not necessary. 26 00:06:42,447 --> 00:06:44,915 For days, I wanted to cry and puke. 27 00:06:46,718 --> 00:06:50,421 I think I'm good at crying and puffing. 28 00:06:51,189 --> 00:06:54,191 Lying and leading a double life. 29 00:06:57,696 --> 00:07:00,931 And if you asked me if I wanted to stop... 30 00:07:02,968 --> 00:07:04,702 Well, no. 31 00:07:14,179 --> 00:07:15,179 Hello! 32 00:07:51,716 --> 00:07:53,918 Let me go! 33 00:09:52,938 --> 00:09:54,438 What time is it? 34 00:09:55,440 --> 00:09:56,674 It's still early. 35 00:10:06,985 --> 00:10:10,187 What are you doing? Let's see. 36 00:10:11,957 --> 00:10:13,190 Hurry up. 37 00:10:14,426 --> 00:10:16,193 You have to shave. 38 00:10:19,431 --> 00:10:21,198 Can it be another time? 39 00:10:29,941 --> 00:10:32,910 Why do you always choose these? Such a strange moment? 40 00:11:02,974 --> 00:11:05,676 I hope I get a copy of this? 41 00:12:20,218 --> 00:12:21,418 Hello Gaya. 42 00:12:22,954 --> 00:12:24,421 No, it's okay. 43 00:12:26,958 --> 00:12:28,425 Now? 44 00:12:30,195 --> 00:12:32,429 In the staff room, he sat near me. 45 00:12:33,698 --> 00:12:36,166 He always drinks coffee with cream... and a cheeseburger. 46 00:12:37,702 --> 00:12:39,169 He is a math teacher. 47 00:12:39,170 --> 00:12:42,172 He has such lovely, warm eyes. 48 00:12:42,707 --> 00:12:44,675 And obviously a nice big ruler. 49 00:12:45,677 --> 00:12:47,177 Oh my God, Stella. 50 00:12:47,178 --> 00:12:50,681 Hic, next time just sit across from him. 51 00:12:51,183 --> 00:12:53,417 - He has a family? - How do I know? 52 00:12:58,456 --> 00:13:01,458 I'm the only one here who feels tired Tired of all this infidelity? 53 00:13:02,961 --> 00:13:06,664 Oh, Lau. Let Quinty float a bit. What's the difference? 54 00:13:06,665 --> 00:13:07,932 I don't even flirt. 55 00:13:09,701 --> 00:13:12,670 Sweet... go ahead and enjoy it. 56 00:13:13,205 --> 00:13:15,439 What's wrong with a little kindness? 57 00:13:21,947 --> 00:13:23,914 What choices does she plan to make? 58 00:13:25,684 --> 00:13:28,152 Choice, that's when you lose your friends and family. 59 00:13:30,188 --> 00:13:32,423 Yes, I understand what you mean, but please Let's put that aside for now. 60 00:13:34,192 --> 00:13:37,161 Well, I want... 61 00:13:38,430 --> 00:13:42,666 be liked. I want to be able to Share without strings attached. 62 00:14:06,691 --> 00:14:09,426 Let me out of here! 63 00:14:29,181 --> 00:14:35,419 This conflict. I just went through it first night and chatting... 64 00:14:36,188 --> 00:14:42,159 But I was offline with every little noise because I was afraid of being caught. 65 00:14:42,427 --> 00:14:47,431 That Vincent would know. Even when I'm making small talk. 66 00:14:49,701 --> 00:14:54,672 However, a week later, i fucked in the hotel room. 67 00:14:55,974 --> 00:14:59,410 So, something has passed through my fear of being discovered. 68 00:15:00,445 --> 00:15:03,948 Maybe fear isn't about her husband or lost too much. 69 00:15:04,950 --> 00:15:09,687 So what? I'm afraid Vincent will find out. 70 00:15:10,188 --> 00:15:13,424 Because he will find out what What are you doing... what are you. 71 00:15:13,959 --> 00:15:14,925 Yes. 72 00:15:17,195 --> 00:15:21,932 Perhaps she was afraid of realizing it? What she's doing. 73 00:16:08,480 --> 00:16:10,414 He came home early. 74 00:16:17,455 --> 00:16:20,191 I don't know what to say. 75 00:16:25,697 --> 00:16:27,164 Honey. 76 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:33,170 I really want to promise you that This won't happen again, and I will change... 77 00:16:34,206 --> 00:16:35,940 But I can't. 78 00:16:37,943 --> 00:16:39,710 Fuck me, Stella! 79 00:16:40,178 --> 00:16:42,713 What should I do now? 80 00:16:44,182 --> 00:16:46,984 Pretending to be someone else? Ignore my feelings? 81 00:16:46,985 --> 00:16:50,955 How to take my feelings into account. Remember we swore to be faithful? 82 00:16:51,456 --> 00:16:54,425 Darling, I am faithful to you. 83 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:59,930 I am faithful in sharing losses Your love and your fears and your secrets. 84 00:17:01,967 --> 00:17:04,168 Obviously not all your secrets. 85 00:17:04,436 --> 00:17:06,937 No, not all. 86 00:17:12,177 --> 00:17:14,712 I don't even look at you anymore. 87 00:17:15,447 --> 00:17:17,681 Not like before anymore. 88 00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:23,420 How long has it been since the last time? our last together? 89 00:17:23,688 --> 00:17:26,423 I mean really fuck each other? 90 00:17:28,193 --> 00:17:30,928 I feel like I am like a bird in a cage. 91 00:17:38,703 --> 00:17:40,671 Is that so? 92 00:18:23,949 --> 00:18:25,683 This! 93 00:18:58,717 --> 00:19:00,451 Your mother, you bastard. 94 00:19:39,191 --> 00:19:42,426 Let me go, you motherfuckers! 95 00:20:03,181 --> 00:20:06,951 You guys are going to that opening next week later? Otherwise, I will die of sadness. 96 00:20:07,953 --> 00:20:10,955 Sure, as long as there are drinks. The other girls will also come. 97 00:20:10,956 --> 00:20:12,923 All events of We are all served. 98 00:20:13,692 --> 00:20:16,160 Good topic. Dining and business. 99 00:20:16,928 --> 00:20:19,163 What is the main attraction? 100 00:20:20,432 --> 00:20:22,166 Penalties for employment What is your bread drop? 101 00:20:23,702 --> 00:20:25,436 Floating games date back to ancient Rome. 102 00:20:28,940 --> 00:20:29,940 His jacket? 103 00:20:30,175 --> 00:20:33,444 We have Mogilev's wife. Can you believe it? 104 00:20:33,945 --> 00:20:35,946 It is a Russian symbol. 105 00:20:36,181 --> 00:20:38,949 For many years, it had gathered dust in musty storage rooms... 106 00:20:39,451 --> 00:20:42,186 and they don't have money to restore museums. 107 00:20:42,954 --> 00:20:46,190 Since the fall of the Wall, they have been allowed to sell. 108 00:20:46,191 --> 00:20:49,159 Do you know the Virgin Mary? Most loved in Russian art? 109 00:20:49,461 --> 00:20:51,929 What is this worship of virgins? 110 00:20:52,464 --> 00:20:54,932 You cannot worship an icon. You can honor it. 111 00:20:54,933 --> 00:20:57,434 I didn't know she was involved in art? 112 00:20:58,937 --> 00:21:03,173 They say that when an icon does not As long as it is honored, the gold will begin to peel off. 113 00:21:07,445 --> 00:21:08,679 Are you sure? 114 00:21:09,181 --> 00:21:10,447 Yes. 115 00:21:11,449 --> 00:21:13,417 She's the only person I can think of. 116 00:21:15,453 --> 00:21:18,956 The stress is killing Luca. I've never seen him so nervous. 117 00:21:19,958 --> 00:21:21,158 What about you? 118 00:21:21,726 --> 00:21:23,160 Fear of death. 119 00:21:23,728 --> 00:21:25,196 And rejoice! 120 00:21:27,199 --> 00:21:28,933 So, what's next? 121 00:21:29,968 --> 00:21:33,170 Yes, it's a normal sauna. We'll get used to it... 122 00:21:33,705 --> 00:21:36,974 and take it from there. 123 00:21:38,443 --> 00:21:41,679 I won't force it. Friendship Ours is too important. 124 00:21:51,456 --> 00:21:52,957 Thank. 125 00:23:40,699 --> 00:23:42,933 I'm sorry, but I can't do this. 126 00:23:49,207 --> 00:23:51,942 I'm so sorry. 127 00:24:00,952 --> 00:24:02,686 That is truly a shame. 128 00:24:16,701 --> 00:24:18,702 When did you first feel trapped? 129 00:24:18,970 --> 00:24:24,675 When I realized that Vincent Not who I thought I was. 130 00:24:26,711 --> 00:24:29,680 He fell off his pedestal. 131 00:24:30,182 --> 00:24:33,417 It sounds harsh. That's not what I meant. 132 00:24:34,953 --> 00:24:38,189 But it makes me think... 133 00:24:38,456 --> 00:24:40,958 and it stirred something in me. 134 00:24:42,194 --> 00:24:43,694 That's... 135 00:24:44,196 --> 00:24:46,697 There's something warm from deep inside my belly... 136 00:24:46,932 --> 00:24:50,434 And spread lower. I mean really physically. 137 00:24:51,436 --> 00:24:56,173 And I can't resist it or apologize for it. This happened literally. 138 00:28:23,548 --> 00:28:25,416 .... 139 00:29:31,716 --> 00:29:33,184 Who are you? 140 00:29:36,188 --> 00:29:37,688 Christine. 141 00:29:38,723 --> 00:29:40,191 I'm Stella. 142 00:29:42,460 --> 00:29:45,462 Can you tell me who brought you here? Have you seen him? 143 00:29:49,201 --> 00:29:50,968 I was in my car. 144 00:29:51,736 --> 00:29:53,704 I went to the front door... 145 00:29:58,977 --> 00:30:01,212 And then I don't remember anything else. 146 00:30:03,982 --> 00:30:05,449 Anyone? 147 00:30:05,717 --> 00:30:07,184 It's useless. 148 00:30:08,720 --> 00:30:10,187 Who is doing this? 149 00:30:10,722 --> 00:30:12,456 No comments. 150 00:30:12,958 --> 00:30:14,425 I have no opinion. 151 00:30:16,194 --> 00:30:18,429 We need to find a way to get out of here. 152 00:30:25,437 --> 00:30:26,937 Maybe it was some kind of joke. 153 00:30:27,706 --> 00:30:30,441 - A joke? - Yes. Maybe? 154 00:30:30,976 --> 00:30:33,944 I've been here for 5 days. This is definitely not a joke. 155 00:30:35,447 --> 00:30:36,714 Five days? 156 00:31:03,708 --> 00:31:05,175 We need to wait. 157 00:31:05,677 --> 00:31:07,678 Wait for the right time. 158 00:31:36,208 --> 00:31:38,409 We need to split our sleeping shifts. 159 00:31:40,712 --> 00:31:43,681 Last time, he held me in my sleep. I don't want that to happen again. 160 00:31:52,424 --> 00:31:53,691 Wait! 161 00:31:54,192 --> 00:31:55,693 Fart fuck! 162 00:32:09,207 --> 00:32:11,208 Do you have a cell phone? 163 00:32:20,685 --> 00:32:22,419 Fuck. What? 164 00:32:22,954 --> 00:32:24,688 Of course there is no signal. 165 00:32:52,484 --> 00:32:54,685 Of course, he knew this would happen. 166 00:32:55,687 --> 00:32:59,423 - He's fucking bothering me. - Please stop swearing. 167 00:33:03,461 --> 00:33:04,929 I'm in so much pain. 168 00:33:06,932 --> 00:33:08,933 I can't sleep right now. 169 00:33:12,204 --> 00:33:13,671 Go back to sleep. 170 00:33:14,739 --> 00:33:17,441 If something happened, she would be the first to know. 171 00:33:27,953 --> 00:33:29,687 My English is so bad. 172 00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:43,434 Fuck. 173 00:33:43,935 --> 00:33:45,936 I speak a little Dutch. 174 00:33:48,940 --> 00:33:51,709 My brother-in-law just returned from Russia. 175 00:33:53,445 --> 00:33:56,447 My wife has lived here for many years. Every year he visits. 176 00:33:56,982 --> 00:33:59,183 We thought it would be a fun night. 177 00:34:05,457 --> 00:34:07,691 And you? Are you here with your husband? 178 00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:12,429 If there were, I wouldn't stand here to talk to you. 179 00:34:12,664 --> 00:34:15,466 OH? What's wrong with one? Small friendly chat? 180 00:34:15,700 --> 00:34:17,668 Nothing. 181 00:34:18,203 --> 00:34:20,437 But try explaining that to my husband. 182 00:34:20,672 --> 00:34:22,439 Yes, and my wife. 183 00:34:23,174 --> 00:34:24,942 Where is she? 184 00:34:25,176 --> 00:34:29,213 Why do we need permission? others, when everything feels right? 185 00:34:31,683 --> 00:34:34,185 But that ends right here. 186 00:35:16,194 --> 00:35:17,928 She wants it all. 187 00:35:18,196 --> 00:35:21,432 She wants love and attention from someone... 188 00:35:21,700 --> 00:35:25,202 both sex and adventure with everyone else. 189 00:35:25,704 --> 00:35:28,439 Isn't that bad? Evil? 190 00:35:29,441 --> 00:35:32,710 I am an evil woman, Cruel and I have to endure? 191 00:35:32,711 --> 00:35:35,946 No, no. I don't judge. 192 00:35:35,947 --> 00:35:38,415 I'm just observing. 193 00:35:39,451 --> 00:35:41,418 Maybe I'm too greedy. 194 00:35:42,687 --> 00:35:45,923 If I have sex with someone I care about mind, then I will have sex with him. 195 00:35:46,691 --> 00:35:50,194 If I have sex with a stranger, I had sex with myself. 196 00:35:51,696 --> 00:35:56,667 I use my body. I feel accept everything and I conquer myself. 197 00:35:58,470 --> 00:36:02,439 My liberation is partly in sex... 198 00:36:02,707 --> 00:36:05,442 But it's not just sex. 199 00:36:06,444 --> 00:36:09,180 It's like taking off a coat. 200 00:36:10,448 --> 00:36:11,916 And when it comes out... 201 00:36:12,450 --> 00:36:15,686 Instead of a scared girl there was one Strong woman appears. 202 00:36:16,188 --> 00:36:18,689 A complete variation. 203 00:36:26,965 --> 00:36:28,933 Christine? 204 00:36:34,206 --> 00:36:36,207 Christine! 205 00:36:39,945 --> 00:36:41,912 Damned! 206 00:36:44,449 --> 00:36:46,917 You bastard. Son of a bitch! 207 00:37:07,706 --> 00:37:09,440 He was thinking. 208 00:37:12,944 --> 00:37:17,448 I called John and I got it can stay with him for a while. 209 00:39:45,697 --> 00:39:48,199 I noticed you on the SDD site. 210 00:39:50,202 --> 00:39:50,935 SDD? 211 00:39:52,437 --> 00:39:55,172 Beautiful photo. Beautiful interface. 212 00:39:58,710 --> 00:40:01,946 How could she see the images? You must be a paid member... 213 00:40:02,447 --> 00:40:03,447 Yes. 214 00:40:05,450 --> 00:40:06,450 Real. 215 00:40:06,952 --> 00:40:08,953 What about you, Judy? 216 00:40:12,691 --> 00:40:14,692 What is your name on SDD? 217 00:40:15,460 --> 00:40:17,194 Madelief 69. 218 00:40:18,463 --> 00:40:20,464 Isn't that the year of birth? 219 00:40:24,202 --> 00:40:26,470 I will be happy to meet you each other at some point. 220 00:40:27,973 --> 00:40:29,673 Who knows? 221 00:40:31,209 --> 00:40:33,444 Judy, can you come inside for a moment? 222 00:40:51,730 --> 00:40:53,964 - Wishing you all a happy weekend. - See you on Monday. 223 00:40:55,200 --> 00:40:58,202 She can turn off all the lights when she Leave and don't forget the alarm. 224 00:40:58,436 --> 00:41:00,938 Yes. Wish you a nice weekend. 225 00:41:13,218 --> 00:41:15,719 I've been thinking about her all day. 226 00:41:17,689 --> 00:41:19,190 And I want to confess something. 227 00:41:20,959 --> 00:41:21,959 OH? 228 00:41:24,696 --> 00:41:27,198 I am a member of the site... 229 00:41:28,466 --> 00:41:30,701 but I never came any club before. 230 00:41:31,469 --> 00:41:33,704 She wants me to take her away with me sometime? 231 00:41:35,707 --> 00:41:36,941 Yes. 232 00:41:37,209 --> 00:41:39,176 I don't know if that's it is a good idea or not. 233 00:41:41,446 --> 00:41:43,948 We have to see each other every day at work. 234 00:41:52,691 --> 00:41:54,925 Am I attractive enough? 235 00:41:55,961 --> 00:41:57,962 She is a beautiful woman. 236 00:41:58,730 --> 00:42:00,197 That's not the problem. 237 00:42:02,200 --> 00:42:04,201 No one knows. 238 00:42:06,238 --> 00:42:07,705 I mean... 239 00:42:07,973 --> 00:42:10,674 Who will I tell? 240 00:43:06,698 --> 00:43:09,200 I slept very well. 241 00:43:11,203 --> 00:43:13,204 Of course it's not enough. 242 00:43:15,440 --> 00:43:16,941 Come here... 243 00:43:18,210 --> 00:43:19,677 No. 244 00:43:22,714 --> 00:43:24,181 Is something wrong? 245 00:43:27,953 --> 00:43:30,187 No, but I think you should go. 246 00:43:30,188 --> 00:43:31,689 God... 247 00:43:32,457 --> 00:43:34,425 Can I have a minute to wake up? 248 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,193 Of course. 249 00:43:40,699 --> 00:43:42,933 Coffee is ready downstairs. 250 00:43:47,205 --> 00:43:48,939 Where do you want this to go? 251 00:43:50,709 --> 00:43:52,209 Go? 252 00:43:52,711 --> 00:43:54,445 Our relationship? 253 00:44:10,962 --> 00:44:13,464 Stella? Come here! 254 00:44:14,699 --> 00:44:16,200 Of course. 255 00:44:21,940 --> 00:44:24,675 And close the door. 256 00:45:14,192 --> 00:45:16,961 It's OK. She is back. 257 00:45:35,714 --> 00:45:36,947 It's OK. 258 00:45:37,716 --> 00:45:40,951 I'm fine. I'm fine. 259 00:45:43,955 --> 00:45:45,456 Just one more minute. 260 00:45:52,731 --> 00:45:54,198 He made me come. 261 00:45:55,700 --> 00:45:57,201 I don't want to. 262 00:45:59,437 --> 00:46:00,938 I just... 263 00:46:02,207 --> 00:46:03,674 stopped resisting. 264 00:46:08,713 --> 00:46:10,447 Oh my God. 265 00:46:12,717 --> 00:46:14,185 Oh, I'm sorry. 266 00:46:21,193 --> 00:46:24,461 And now all I can think about are those stupid magazine surveys. 267 00:46:25,997 --> 00:46:28,966 "What's the most interesting place you've worked?" 268 00:47:21,720 --> 00:47:23,187 Are not! 269 00:47:31,963 --> 00:47:33,464 Are you okay? 270 00:47:35,467 --> 00:47:36,934 No one comes to help us. 271 00:47:37,969 --> 00:47:39,470 What? 272 00:47:41,473 --> 00:47:42,940 Why do you think that? 273 00:47:44,709 --> 00:47:46,710 My husband is definitely looking for me. 274 00:47:53,218 --> 00:47:55,219 What's your husband's name? 275 00:47:56,721 --> 00:47:58,189 Vincent. 276 00:47:58,957 --> 00:48:00,925 And he doesn't miss you? 277 00:48:02,227 --> 00:48:03,460 Are not. 278 00:48:04,462 --> 00:48:06,463 I don't think so, no. 279 00:48:06,998 --> 00:48:11,202 Why so? She has been gone for many days. 280 00:48:13,972 --> 00:48:18,209 Things weren't going so great between us. He is staying with a friend. 281 00:48:22,447 --> 00:48:23,948 Is he with someone else? 282 00:48:24,716 --> 00:48:25,950 Are not. 283 00:48:27,452 --> 00:48:28,686 What about you? 284 00:48:29,721 --> 00:48:31,222 Are not. 285 00:48:31,957 --> 00:48:33,190 Not necessarily. 286 00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:36,193 Not necessarily? 287 00:48:39,731 --> 00:48:42,700 Not with anyone. It's a long story. 288 00:48:49,474 --> 00:48:51,475 Is that why you broke up? 289 00:48:52,444 --> 00:48:54,945 - What? - Well, what you just said. 290 00:48:55,947 --> 00:48:57,681 No one. 291 00:48:58,717 --> 00:49:00,684 Do you have many lovers? 292 00:49:01,453 --> 00:49:04,188 Lover is a big word. 293 00:49:06,458 --> 00:49:07,925 Don't you feel guilty? 294 00:49:09,961 --> 00:49:12,496 I can't do anything. I definitely tried it. 295 00:49:14,466 --> 00:49:15,933 I can't do that. 296 00:49:16,968 --> 00:49:20,938 Let's talk about other things. How Let us escape from here, for example. 297 00:49:21,206 --> 00:49:22,940 What do you suggest? 298 00:49:24,709 --> 00:49:27,444 - We need to make sure he's alone. - Sorry? 299 00:49:29,247 --> 00:49:32,449 - I think he's not alone. - Why do you think that? 300 00:49:34,219 --> 00:49:36,187 Just a feeling. 301 00:55:21,700 --> 00:55:22,700 Are you okay? 302 00:55:25,437 --> 00:55:27,204 Yes, I think so. 303 00:55:30,208 --> 00:55:31,675 I dressed her. 304 00:55:33,211 --> 00:55:34,945 She was unconscious. 305 00:55:34,946 --> 00:55:36,947 He gave me something. 306 00:55:38,483 --> 00:55:39,450 What? 307 00:55:40,452 --> 00:55:43,187 I do not know. It looks like G. 308 00:55:43,955 --> 00:55:44,922 G? 309 00:55:46,191 --> 00:55:48,459 GHB. Medicine. 310 00:55:50,462 --> 00:55:52,696 How do you know? 311 00:56:08,446 --> 00:56:09,446 Hey... 312 00:56:12,951 --> 00:56:15,452 He says I am here because of you. 313 00:56:16,221 --> 00:56:17,688 Did he say something to her? 314 00:56:19,191 --> 00:56:20,457 Correct. 315 00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:24,695 He said: If you are wondering you are here... 316 00:56:24,696 --> 00:56:26,931 Try asking your little friend. 317 00:56:30,202 --> 00:56:32,937 If he doesn't talk To me it means I know him. 318 00:56:35,941 --> 00:56:38,676 Can you think where you've been recently? 319 00:56:40,445 --> 00:56:43,214 He was afraid I would recognize him. 320 00:56:45,217 --> 00:56:46,684 Think. 321 00:56:48,687 --> 00:56:50,688 Maybe one of your dates? 322 00:56:53,458 --> 00:56:57,194 How much have you fucked recently? man? And then dumped? 323 00:56:57,963 --> 00:56:58,662 My God. 324 00:57:02,701 --> 00:57:05,436 Surely, God is there to help you now. 325 00:57:05,937 --> 00:57:07,438 Think! 326 00:57:09,207 --> 00:57:12,443 Where have you ever made enemies? is that there yet? Are you being followed by anyone? 327 00:57:13,712 --> 00:57:15,179 Think! 328 00:57:23,955 --> 00:57:25,689 - Are you here? - Correct. 329 00:57:27,692 --> 00:57:29,193 How's work? 330 00:57:30,195 --> 00:57:31,695 I miss you. 331 00:57:32,931 --> 00:57:36,200 Yes... ah... Judy. Some time ago... 332 00:57:36,434 --> 00:57:41,438 It's not that I regret what we did, But I think it's best that we leave it as it is. 333 00:57:42,941 --> 00:57:45,676 Just take a moment to think about it. 334 00:57:46,711 --> 00:57:49,180 - Well, I don't think... - Now that Vincent is gone... 335 00:57:49,948 --> 00:57:52,683 I want to ask you to see me Can you come tonight? 336 00:57:53,718 --> 00:57:55,686 I don't think that's a good idea. 337 00:57:57,989 --> 00:58:00,691 - You can't just use me like this. - Sorry? 338 00:58:01,693 --> 00:58:05,963 - Why don't you reply to my text messages? - Judy, don't do... 339 00:58:05,964 --> 00:58:08,933 You used me and threw me away. 340 00:58:09,201 --> 00:58:12,203 If you really want to talk about it, let's Is it possible to do this somewhere else? 341 00:58:12,204 --> 00:58:15,439 - You really hurt me. - Right. 342 00:58:15,941 --> 00:58:18,442 I'm on my way to a birthday party. 343 00:58:25,717 --> 00:58:27,218 God.. 344 00:58:27,986 --> 00:58:29,420 What? 345 00:58:29,688 --> 00:58:31,188 He took my wedding ring. 346 00:58:31,189 --> 00:58:33,691 I have people who care about me, dammit! 347 00:58:33,959 --> 00:58:36,961 And now there is a man harass me because you have something to hide. 348 00:58:36,962 --> 00:58:38,429 Stop! 349 00:58:38,697 --> 00:58:40,965 You think I want this? 350 00:58:49,975 --> 00:58:51,442 This is what he wants. 351 00:58:52,978 --> 00:58:56,247 He wanted a front row seat to see how we tear each other apart. 352 00:58:56,248 --> 00:58:58,682 You must tell me more. 353 00:59:03,221 --> 00:59:04,955 I beg you. 354 00:59:08,693 --> 00:59:11,195 I don't think you want to hear these things. 355 00:59:13,965 --> 00:59:16,433 I will deal with it. 356 00:59:21,439 --> 00:59:23,440 Tell me about you. 357 00:59:25,977 --> 00:59:29,713 I am a clean person. This There must be something to do with you. 358 00:59:32,951 --> 00:59:35,452 How could she? cheat on your husband like that? 359 00:59:41,226 --> 00:59:43,694 Sex is exclusive. 360 00:59:44,729 --> 00:59:48,232 I understand it in other ways. Sex is just sex to me. 361 00:59:48,733 --> 00:59:50,968 What's more personal than sex? 362 00:59:52,704 --> 00:59:56,674 Her fear? The frustrations Her mechanism? Her heartache. 363 00:59:58,977 --> 01:00:00,678 Her insecurity? 364 01:00:02,214 --> 01:00:03,948 Unconditional love. 365 01:00:06,985 --> 01:00:10,955 That's what me and my brother have. We will do anything for each other. 366 01:00:11,957 --> 01:00:15,693 I missed that relationship because my parents are divorced. 367 01:00:16,695 --> 01:00:18,429 When I was 5 years old. 368 01:00:19,698 --> 01:00:21,932 I don't see my father anymore. 369 01:00:22,701 --> 01:00:25,703 He left the country. Him and my brother. 370 01:00:26,204 --> 01:00:27,671 Have you never visited them? 371 01:00:27,973 --> 01:00:29,440 No, I can't. 372 01:00:32,210 --> 01:00:34,445 It all goes back to childhood, right? 373 01:00:36,248 --> 01:00:38,215 So, as usual, it's all my father's fault? 374 01:00:39,451 --> 01:00:43,220 Honey, my childhood was pretty easy. 375 01:00:48,226 --> 01:00:53,197 When a woman is sexually aggressive, they think she has an injury or something is wrong with her. 376 01:00:54,266 --> 01:00:56,967 Men are nails, women are sluts. 377 01:00:59,237 --> 01:01:02,940 Why can't they accept it? that this is what I want? 378 01:01:09,948 --> 01:01:16,954 It feels right. I feel more alive, I respect people and I have more energy. 379 01:01:18,690 --> 01:01:22,693 Maybe it's the causing behavior out all your problems. 380 01:01:23,461 --> 01:01:26,697 I cannot explain the promise with God as you please. 381 01:01:27,232 --> 01:01:30,201 In the wedding vows, where is it written, that I can't fuck other people? 382 01:01:30,702 --> 01:01:31,969 I beg your forgiveness? 383 01:01:32,204 --> 01:01:35,206 Loyalty is something else with agreeing not to see other people. 384 01:01:35,707 --> 01:01:38,209 And please stop blaming me. 385 01:01:39,978 --> 01:01:44,215 They say when you grow up, you have can do anything you want. 386 01:01:45,984 --> 01:01:47,952 Well, I certainly didn't realize that. 387 01:01:48,220 --> 01:01:51,956 First, what my dad told me I can and cannot do. 388 01:01:52,724 --> 01:01:55,426 After that, school controlled my life. 389 01:01:56,461 --> 01:01:59,964 My boss, my friends with their expectations. 390 01:02:00,198 --> 01:02:04,435 Plants need watering. The refrigerator is empty and... 391 01:02:04,703 --> 01:02:08,939 and finally Vincent, who gives me one every two weeks. 392 01:02:12,244 --> 01:02:17,448 But there was a time when I considered quitting my job. 393 01:02:18,216 --> 01:02:20,217 I mean give up everything. 394 01:02:24,456 --> 01:02:27,958 And then that night, everything changed. 395 01:02:30,228 --> 01:02:32,196 I was at a friend's house. 396 01:02:34,699 --> 01:02:38,435 We play the game of trivial pursuit. I won. 397 01:02:40,472 --> 01:02:45,209 I enjoyed red wine for the first time after many years. And it even makes me happy. 398 01:02:46,711 --> 01:02:48,445 And on the way home... 399 01:02:49,714 --> 01:02:51,949 Suddenly a blizzard started. 400 01:02:52,717 --> 01:02:57,688 In the middle of the night on the high street Speeding without lights, in the middle of nowhere. 401 01:02:59,691 --> 01:03:02,193 I made a game with myself. 402 01:03:04,462 --> 01:03:08,432 Driving aimlessly into the storm snow and hit something... 403 01:03:09,968 --> 01:03:13,204 Or stay focused and get yourself home safely. 404 01:03:14,706 --> 01:03:16,440 I chose the latter. 405 01:03:17,709 --> 01:03:19,710 I turned on the radio and drove. 406 01:03:20,946 --> 01:03:23,948 On the stage is a guest who is... 407 01:03:24,950 --> 01:03:28,686 and he also suffered from depression but he survived. 408 01:03:30,722 --> 01:03:32,456 He described exactly how I felt. 409 01:03:34,226 --> 01:03:36,694 And then they play my music and... 410 01:03:37,696 --> 01:03:40,965 a state of peaceful entry into me and never leave. 411 01:03:45,971 --> 01:03:49,206 I can do it. I can choose. 412 01:03:50,208 --> 01:03:54,445 And after that night, I didn't just think about sex... I had sex. 413 01:03:55,213 --> 01:03:56,981 My body has become a flower 414 01:03:56,982 --> 01:04:00,451 and it has grown stronger than ever. 415 01:04:00,719 --> 01:04:02,453 The game has been opened. 416 01:04:03,455 --> 01:04:05,456 First with men. Secret and fast. 417 01:04:06,958 --> 01:04:08,959 Then with a woman. 418 01:04:10,195 --> 01:04:12,196 A horny friend. 419 01:04:13,231 --> 01:04:15,199 Kisses and dirty words. 420 01:04:16,201 --> 01:04:20,704 And after we attacked together her husband, nothing can stop me. 421 01:04:25,710 --> 01:04:31,448 What I feel now are worlds different from the way I felt in my cage. 422 01:04:37,189 --> 01:04:40,457 I curled my toes with joy. I paint my nails... 423 01:04:48,967 --> 01:04:53,938 And not to anyone else. I do it because my body wants me to. 424 01:04:54,239 --> 01:04:57,708 If I ride a bike, I feel the seat under her pussy. If I flirt... 425 01:04:57,709 --> 01:05:00,978 The world winks back at me. 426 01:05:01,213 --> 01:05:06,217 My body is celebrating. 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, it's all about celebration. 427 01:05:06,451 --> 01:05:12,690 I sent invitations to anyone wanted to participate and I left the door open. 428 01:05:12,958 --> 01:05:19,230 When I have mindless sex, without my father's voice telling me what to do... 429 01:05:19,231 --> 01:05:21,699 or my boyfriend asks me what I like. 430 01:05:22,234 --> 01:05:24,468 This is just for me. 431 01:05:29,241 --> 01:05:31,208 And sometimes I feel guilty. 432 01:05:33,211 --> 01:05:34,712 Terrible crime. 433 01:05:36,481 --> 01:05:39,950 In life, you can run hide from everything, except yourself. 434 01:05:40,452 --> 01:05:42,453 Everything can be taken back from you... 435 01:05:43,455 --> 01:05:46,457 But in the end she was the one who had to pay the price. 436 01:05:48,693 --> 01:05:51,729 So now, I have become that mythical creature... 437 01:05:53,698 --> 01:05:56,700 One woman that does it all All men imagine... 438 01:05:57,969 --> 01:06:00,204 but think she doesn't exist. 439 01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:03,941 A unicorn. 440 01:06:27,966 --> 01:06:30,935 How can I explain this to people? 441 01:06:31,970 --> 01:06:33,204 What words can I use? 442 01:06:33,972 --> 01:06:39,443 It's like going to the movies but I walk Enter the movie and become a part of it. 443 01:09:37,222 --> 01:09:38,455 Tell me... 444 01:09:38,690 --> 01:09:40,958 Do you like to watch? 445 01:09:41,226 --> 01:09:43,227 I'm still the same. 446 01:09:45,964 --> 01:09:47,731 Can I have a Bitter Lemon? 447 01:09:54,973 --> 01:09:56,707 Where is your wife? 448 01:10:04,249 --> 01:10:05,950 Have you ever been tied up? 449 01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:16,961 You like being in control, don't you? 450 01:10:24,202 --> 01:10:26,470 Raymond. We need you. 451 01:10:27,973 --> 01:10:28,939 I will be there. 452 01:10:35,480 --> 01:10:36,947 I will come back. 453 01:11:50,989 --> 01:11:52,957 Interesting pictures. 454 01:12:07,205 --> 01:12:08,472 Two and a half. 455 01:12:09,975 --> 01:12:11,475 Congratulations. 456 01:16:05,477 --> 01:16:08,212 We won't play with ourselves. 457 01:17:30,962 --> 01:17:32,196 This. 458 01:17:33,465 --> 01:17:34,932 What the fuck are you doing? 459 01:17:36,234 --> 01:17:38,435 - Much better like this. - You bastard. 460 01:17:51,216 --> 01:17:53,951 Much better. Now feel me. Like this... 461 01:18:10,702 --> 01:18:11,936 Come on! 462 01:18:49,474 --> 01:18:53,210 I'm one of four women who fantasize about it. 463 01:18:54,479 --> 01:18:59,683 Every night, thousands of women indulge in their fantasies of being sexually assaulted. 464 01:19:01,219 --> 01:19:03,954 An attacker. Two. 465 01:19:05,724 --> 01:19:07,458 Or five. 466 01:19:08,960 --> 01:19:14,465 Two are between my legs, two in the hand and one in the mouth. 467 01:19:17,702 --> 01:19:20,704 Isn't it great? Imagination is good... 468 01:19:21,473 --> 01:19:24,441 But when push comes to shove, the reality is different. 469 01:19:24,709 --> 01:19:26,443 Is that reasonable? 470 01:19:28,980 --> 01:19:31,448 So why do we have these fantasies? 471 01:19:31,716 --> 01:19:34,952 Why do we scream? If someone is a little rough with us... 472 01:19:35,720 --> 01:19:38,956 but in our minds, we can receive all five. 473 01:19:40,959 --> 01:19:43,427 These are the things I wonder about. 474 01:19:47,232 --> 01:19:51,435 I decided right there, I wouldn't let One bad apple spoils his pleasure. 475 01:19:52,971 --> 01:19:56,207 I could have easily decided to skip... 476 01:19:56,975 --> 01:19:59,710 but instead, I became more confident. 477 01:20:00,946 --> 01:20:02,947 Do you think he's behind this? 478 01:20:04,449 --> 01:20:05,950 She knows... 479 01:20:06,985 --> 01:20:11,222 everyone I know is busy fighting fighting to get back what they once had... 480 01:20:12,224 --> 01:20:15,693 I'm fighting for what I want to be. 481 01:20:27,739 --> 01:20:31,475 Whatever it was, I'm sorry. I sincerely apologize. 482 01:20:32,210 --> 01:20:36,447 If I did anything wrong, I'm sorry, okay? 483 01:21:12,951 --> 01:21:13,951 Hello! 484 01:21:25,964 --> 01:21:27,965 He cut me. 485 01:21:36,208 --> 01:21:37,942 There are two of them. 486 01:21:39,711 --> 01:21:41,245 There's another guy. 487 01:21:56,962 --> 01:21:58,229 Are you in pain? 488 01:22:01,233 --> 01:22:02,199 This. 489 01:22:02,734 --> 01:22:03,968 Does it hurt? 490 01:22:03,969 --> 01:22:06,971 I think it was anesthetized. I'm not sure. 491 01:22:11,476 --> 01:22:13,210 No anesthesia afterward. 492 01:22:43,975 --> 01:22:45,709 Damned! 493 01:22:49,714 --> 01:22:51,949 I'm starting to see what they're doing. 494 01:22:53,451 --> 01:22:55,953 Do you know "A Clockwork Orange"? 495 01:22:59,457 --> 01:23:02,459 A violent person is attacked with violent images... 496 01:23:02,727 --> 01:23:05,696 so much so that even he can't stand it either. 497 01:23:07,199 --> 01:23:09,700 They are trying to destroy me. 498 01:23:11,703 --> 01:23:13,704 To destroy what I have. 499 01:23:14,739 --> 01:23:16,707 My freedom. 500 01:23:19,711 --> 01:23:22,213 I won't let it all go These things take away from me. 501 01:23:22,747 --> 01:23:24,949 Let's say we get out of here tomorrow. 502 01:23:25,217 --> 01:23:27,718 Should I just continue where I left off? 503 01:23:29,221 --> 01:23:31,689 Could you go to a sex party again? 504 01:23:33,959 --> 01:23:36,460 I think I'll have some trouble with that. 505 01:23:40,232 --> 01:23:44,935 It's like I made her disconnect Get rid of the feelings you had on that table. 506 01:23:47,239 --> 01:23:51,709 And the craving for sexual pleasure... 507 01:23:52,711 --> 01:23:54,712 replaced by fear. 508 01:24:00,452 --> 01:24:03,487 So, we need to replace it all this equals something else... 509 01:24:04,222 --> 01:24:06,457 To get rid of fear? 510 01:24:23,742 --> 01:24:25,209 What makes you interested? 511 01:24:26,978 --> 01:24:28,212 Sorry? 512 01:24:28,747 --> 01:24:30,181 No, don't apologize. 513 01:24:31,483 --> 01:24:32,950 Visualize it. 514 01:24:35,754 --> 01:24:36,720 I can not. 515 01:24:39,724 --> 01:24:42,726 Usually I can talk about These are easy... 516 01:24:44,496 --> 01:24:46,730 But with her it's different. 517 01:24:47,232 --> 01:24:51,735 On... because I am monogamous, You think I'm not vain? 518 01:24:56,741 --> 01:24:58,709 I like control. 519 01:25:01,746 --> 01:25:05,482 I like to stay high to me can control the rhythm. 520 01:25:10,222 --> 01:25:12,189 I like giving head. 521 01:25:12,991 --> 01:25:15,960 Because it gives me a lot of strength. 522 01:25:17,996 --> 01:25:20,731 His entire manhood in my mouth. 523 01:25:23,735 --> 01:25:26,704 - I like to look at myself. - Really? 524 01:25:29,207 --> 01:25:33,944 Looking glass. The photos? Video tape? 525 01:25:36,982 --> 01:25:38,716 It's so hot. 526 01:25:46,224 --> 01:25:48,726 I had a black streak. 527 01:25:50,224 --> 01:25:52,726 I go out in public without wearing underwear. 528 01:25:55,467 --> 01:25:58,469 - Would you really do that? - Correct. 529 01:26:01,473 --> 01:26:03,707 One time I was shopping with my friends... 530 01:26:04,476 --> 01:26:06,744 and we went for a drink in a cafe. 531 01:26:08,747 --> 01:26:12,216 A guy at the bar and I saw we are staring at each other. 532 01:26:13,752 --> 01:26:16,720 His eyes are so strong... 533 01:26:16,988 --> 01:26:19,957 so excited and full of lust... 534 01:26:21,226 --> 01:26:23,460 I have to go to the ladies room. 535 01:26:23,995 --> 01:26:25,963 I have to make myself come. 536 01:26:26,231 --> 01:26:30,234 He went into the ladies room, close the door behind him... 537 01:26:31,703 --> 01:26:34,438 and poof I stuck to the wall... 538 01:26:34,706 --> 01:26:36,707 and without saying a word, he walked away. 539 01:26:41,479 --> 01:26:44,215 What do you think is the most beautiful thing about yourself? 540 01:26:46,985 --> 01:26:48,452 My butt. 541 01:26:49,221 --> 01:26:50,988 I think it's her breasts. 542 01:26:53,458 --> 01:26:54,959 How you carry yourself. 543 01:26:56,461 --> 01:26:57,962 Her scent. 544 01:27:08,206 --> 01:27:09,707 What do you do? 545 01:27:11,710 --> 01:27:12,710 Visualize. 546 01:27:36,468 --> 01:27:37,701 Sorry. 547 01:27:40,472 --> 01:27:41,705 Sorry. 548 01:27:48,980 --> 01:27:50,981 My husband left me. 549 01:27:53,485 --> 01:27:54,451 What? 550 01:27:56,221 --> 01:27:57,454 Damian. 551 01:28:00,458 --> 01:28:02,693 He cheated on me last month. 552 01:28:06,731 --> 01:28:08,966 And now she told me. 553 01:28:09,467 --> 01:28:10,701 Why? 554 01:28:11,736 --> 01:28:14,939 He met someone else. 555 01:28:31,790 --> 01:28:33,790 Damian? 556 01:28:34,104 --> 01:28:35,614 Where are you? 557 01:28:35,690 --> 01:28:36,741 Call me back as soon as you get there. 558 01:28:37,462 --> 01:28:39,196 First they betrayed her. 559 01:28:40,732 --> 01:28:45,703 Then they do what they please and abandoned her as if it were her fault. 560 01:28:47,973 --> 01:28:49,940 I hate that. 561 01:28:51,743 --> 01:28:53,711 That's not right. 562 01:28:58,216 --> 01:29:01,218 We will get out of here. I won't be around much longer. 563 01:29:03,989 --> 01:29:05,956 That betrayal. 564 01:29:08,226 --> 01:29:14,698 It suppresses all emotions so different that it suffocates everything... 565 01:29:17,235 --> 01:29:19,703 Until everything was dead. 566 01:29:23,208 --> 01:29:25,209 Except for the rage. 567 01:29:30,982 --> 01:29:34,218 I saw that when my parents divorced. 568 01:29:48,233 --> 01:29:49,967 You are a unique woman. 569 01:33:05,764 --> 01:33:07,731 What did she do? 570 01:33:10,235 --> 01:33:12,203 What did you bring me in for? 571 01:33:14,206 --> 01:33:17,208 I don't understand you. She had to break her. 572 01:33:17,709 --> 01:33:19,710 To teach Damian a lesson. 573 01:33:20,445 --> 01:33:22,213 You think I'm joking? 574 01:33:24,983 --> 01:33:26,717 What the fuck? 575 01:33:33,491 --> 01:33:35,459 God, Christina, what have you done? 576 01:33:37,462 --> 01:33:39,196 - I can't do this. - Shut up! 577 01:35:19,231 --> 01:35:22,967 Alright. We have to let her stay. 578 01:35:23,235 --> 01:35:26,704 She still doesn't know anything. No who we are, not where we live. 579 01:35:36,715 --> 01:35:39,450 I'll come back tomorrow and you'll come with me. 580 01:35:46,725 --> 01:35:50,461 Do you realize what you destroyed? 581 01:35:56,968 --> 01:35:59,203 There's really something wrong with her. 582 01:36:14,219 --> 01:36:15,186 Good. 583 01:36:18,223 --> 01:36:20,958 We'll finish and leave her behind. 584 01:36:26,464 --> 01:36:29,700 No one would come over and she had to go out. 585 01:36:30,468 --> 01:36:31,235 Meanwhile... 586 01:38:16,975 --> 01:38:21,946 And if you, Stella from now on, please look at Stella from a year ago... 587 01:38:22,714 --> 01:38:24,181 What do you see? 588 01:38:25,951 --> 01:38:29,453 That is now, as well as then... 589 01:38:31,223 --> 01:38:34,458 she is alone and probably always will be. 590 01:38:35,193 --> 01:38:40,197 That I had the secrets from the original yourself, but now only from others. 591 01:38:41,967 --> 01:38:44,702 And I want to tell her that symbiosis does not exist. 592 01:38:45,971 --> 01:38:47,204 That... 593 01:38:48,473 --> 01:38:51,475 she wants a connection but she will never get it. 594 01:38:51,743 --> 01:38:56,180 However, this discovery It's so painful and liberating... 595 01:38:57,482 --> 01:39:01,719 But calls must be made Sacrifice if you don't want to be alone. 596 01:39:08,226 --> 01:39:09,727 Thank you. 597 01:39:50,135 --> 01:41:51,005 Subtitle translation: AnanVinh